HELP!? I lost my damned mind and can't find it!?

I'ma coffee-holic, yepper I know it. love the stuff!

LOL Just my goofy ass sense of humor added in too.....

You know, the messed up part? Its not the coffee that keeps me going, I really am that "high strung" with energy, if I go to sleep and my brain is whirring or I got this whatever thought on the brain, I just can't sleep.....I'll toss and turn the whole time (I know I've tried and the Mrs. hates it), so....she'd rather me stay up tire out or slow the brain down enough to sleep and sleep good, so, thats what I do.... Thing is, I do sleep well, when I do sleep, I got no issues sleeping of falling asleep, I just have to be tired, not exhausted but, you know what I mean.

Sadly enough the "high-strung" part, I had no chance in the world, both my parents (altho gone now) were the same way.....And my Mom, had maybe a single cup of a coffee a day, my Dad, about a pot worth a day and he drank his black, (that I can't do, black coffee gives me a hellofa headache!) SO.....

One good thing from it tho. I get A LOT done in the time I'm "going" LOL Not to shabby for someone that went through open heart surgery last year, BUT they don't want me to go out and over stress myself any more so.....(working) if I work on projects around the house I'm OK, and it allows me to know when enough is enough, but the working world last year about this time was way to much to be expected of, to go 8 hours a day with 3 breaks, as you know..... But at my own pace and able to stop when I need to took a bit to get used to and learn what my limitations were, (I hated it but...what do ya do?) Specially with the energy level I have!